This Girl is Trying to See What's Going Around Her

It's like a surprise for me. A surprise in the last year.
I never thought before that someone could change so fast. Well.. it's like out of my mind. Okay, don't mind it. I just.. lil' disappointed.

A lot of lesson I've got. That..
We shouldn't trust too much to anyone.
We shouldn't expect too much to anyone.
We shouldn't depend too much to anyone.
Because.. I've heard. I've seen. I ever did it. Then got something worst. And because I know, God dislikes an excessive. That's why we'll get bad when we do something with 'over' or 'too much'.
So I'll stay calm. Doing anything naturally. I live with the flow. Even tho' sometimes I used to drive it by myself.

Don't you remember? At least, every human will harm each other. To get what they want in life. No matter what it is. At least, every human will defame each other. (creepy)
But it happens now! Even far from today.
I don't know what's the motive, but according to my sight the people don't want to get the damage or live unhappily. We are as the human will do anything for a quality life. I don't know whether they are know or not about the 'temporal'.

Over all, the point is.. Life is a cruel. Life is a choice. Life is about do and do not. You could be someone that you wanted. You could be everything you dreamed. Yes, if you would die to get it.
Life is about a bravery. Brave to right or wrong. Live is about breathing. Breath easily or hardly.
And life, it could be about You!

Just lay your head down. Try to think about your God, the human, and the world where you living. Then you'll find sooooo much lesson! You'll feel like you're sooo tiny in this world. Then you'll see, who you are. Here.. in this world.

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Dream As High As You Can :P

This is the main page from my wedding invitation task. (laughing)

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Wha-wha-what?

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

*Keane - Everybody's Changing

Cuaca siang ini bzz banget! Panas.
Dan kaki saya bzz banget juga. Bentol di telapaknya.
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Un-thingy

I know people change and these things happen:

An unsaid words. An un-kind feeling. An untold intention. An unseen tears. An unheard call. An un-normal expecting. An untouched heart.

Have you ever tried to find the words, but they don't come out right?
And all you can do is wait.
All you can do is howl.
All you can do is hold a black star.
But all you got and see just none. Have you ever?

Then suddenly breathing is so hard to do. .

Well. Just gimme the rain.
Now.

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